I flow the opposite direction of where you are heading ,

It suddenly just hit me , that if I wanted something that no one could get it for me . I will never get it , ever . It pretty much crushes my hopes and dreams . Then I will start to think , do I really want to put these fake hopes and dreams and keep telling myself it isn't true . Fuck , no I cant . Because I already know that it wouldn't happen . I will never live in denial , well probably because I have yet to find something that is worth me living in denial for . PFFTTTTT , who am I kidding . I just wanna say , even though most of the fucking time things don't flow my way . I M STILL THE GOD DAMNED LUCKIEST GIRL ALIVE , because ! BE-FUCKIN-CAUSE , I HAVE THE BEST PEOPLE AROUND ME . You know who you are , and if anyone decides to mess around with them , Be prepared to be punched in the face and kicked in the crotch . And yes , I be fucking serious about it .

Have a good thursday ♥