Alone in the world

So it changed , then what happens ?

 Dreams these dreams , but I'll tell you a sorta funny one . 

The dude I knew was getting married , to an annoying ass woman , I was furious , not my right to tell people what to do or who they are allowed to married , but I was yelling at him 'WHY THAT BITCH ?!WHAT HAPPENED TO THE OTHER GIRL?! ' and his reply was ' HEY , don't wrinkle my white suit ' what goes on in my mind was basically strangling that motherfucker . Then , I woke up though not fully awake I was somewhere else again . This time I can't remember shit . Except that the feeling was unpleasant .

I can't concentrate , and all I want to do is sleep . More to say all I want to do now , is not to be here .

More or less , at an onsen or eating at a random ramen shop in the streets of tokyo . 

I write/type more than usual , now that I think of it the content might not make sense at all . Then again , what I think of in my mind , I can't fully convey it into words . Because when I think of it , by it I mean what I m going to say , in my head obviously everything is perfectly in place . Just as I wake up in the morning , and try to think of how to write it where to begin , it's all over the motherfucking place . Its just like when I get angry , it's a one night thing . Then , its gone . Unless that fucker really pisses me off , whole other story . But that said , I got over it after a couple of days . Hatred , anger , jealousy such a waste of energy . It might be for that brief moment because we are after all human . 

All this while , I have only looked at the better side of people . I dont know why , but it has always been this way . Not saying , I don't see flaws unless you're a whiny bitch I'll prolly resists my hands from extending itself towards your face . I have been told lots of times I m too nice , but when I m not they say don't be too mean . So , what the fuck ? But I have been taken advantage over many times , and I think I still do , just that now , I choose who I want to be too nice too . 

Okay , so that is an end to what rambles goes on in my mind . My apologies if they didn't make sense or if there are many grammar errors ! I hope you enjoy reading what crap I wrote . HAHAHA . Have a good day . Also , there's no such thing as coincidence . Everything is fated , what is meant to be , it will be .

k , bye .